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                                                                           Hello there :)

       How are you all out there? Seems like yesterday that I am writing the last entry for this blog. Been very busy going to places and now I am able to recover from my back aches.

       I am now currently in Kuala Perlis, writing up a story about our retreat camp in the last few days. It is kinda a hard week for me since I only have two or three hours to sleep at night. I think the pandas might be cuter than me now. Cannot get away from the 'heavy eyeliner'. lol hahahaha..

       Ramadan is coming to its end. Just a few days left. This is the fastest Ramadan I could feel. I don't know what I was exactly doing that the month passed so smoothly and I will be missing waking up for 'sahur' and getting ready to break the fast. The holy month where we could teach our mind and body to be more relax and remembering our creator more than usual.

        The sad stories keep on messing with Malaysian news feed. I felt terribly sad for what has happened to MH17 and all the bombings in Gaza. I do hope we, Malaysians still hold onto each other and be strong to face all these difficulties. It was tragic and so many innocent people has been killed. I just don't know where is the humanity left in these society nowadays.

        About myself? Well I am not sure about my own feelings. I know I should stop thinking about this but it keeps coming back at me. Plus, these songs I am listening to, are the sad songs about love. Yeh I have bad experiences with love. I meant the love partners. Well, maybe I am not ready for it yet. Still waiting for the one who could change my thoughts on boys. Bad experiences gave me bad impressions towards boys. I need no boys, but a man.

       I think this entry will be a long one. One filled with emotions. So, I do hope that blogger won't repeat its problem the last time as I was trying to post my long fat-essay. I went to Kuala Lumpur last 18-19th of July for 2nd MPP retreat camp. We have discussed about the programmes that was held during our past few months of working+studying as the university student leader.

       It was a pleasant and happy camp I would say, as I am able to converse to my fellow seniors and friends as we are actually hardly seen each other. It is because most of us are studying in different courses. We went for walks and yea able to see how people get busy preparing stuffs for the Hari Raya celebration. I really had some good time with them all. 

       I honestly can't wait to be back home and feel the happiest moment in my life. Sorry but nothing is better than being with our own family members. Last time at home, I was so happy that I am able to be right beside of my mom and dad. I think I have been tweeting about dad and mom almost all the time. hahaha... I don't care what others would say cause they are the only person I would care to the end of my life.

        Anyway, I think it is still early for this but....... Selamat Hari Raya! :) I am sorry for all my wrongdoings and I hope all of you do better in life. Do things that make you happy :)

With Iezzah :)

with Irrul :)

With MPP Family :)

with them again..hiks!

New Year, New Me? Nahhh :D

       Assalamualaikum and have a good day! I know that I want to write lots of thing here but y'know that I didn't have much time. sobs. so its okay, eventhough it might be late but still, I will try to write them all here. :)

       To be honest there are so many things happened to me lately. The pictures shots? I can tell you that there are tonnes of them! but for sure, it was not me who took them ahaha... As for now, I am currently on my semester 3 final exam week. Two papers already finished last 3rd January. Ahhh wait! I forgot to wish HAPPY NEW YEAR! ahaha sorry that I don't really set up my new year's resolutions but setting up my next semester's resolutions instead. XD

       I want to be a better girl doing her job as a student and also the representative of my friends. Trust me that I will be changing afterwards. Its hard to change in a blink of an eye so I need a break from everything before I could change these. This upcoming semester break? No I won't be back to my hometown. Gonna have a retreat camp exactly two days after my examination ends. Then, I will be in Terengganu(the place is still in planning so its not confirm yet that I will be there. It might change to other state depending on the senate decision), helping to arrange the first year students with their pillars programme.

       I don't know what else to say but I feel fortunate since I have went back to Negeri Sembilan last two weeks. At least, I won't need to wait for another months to get to see my family :) Oh urm. just lemme share my latest photos with you. They're part of my life; my family and friends ♥

                                                                                                                                          Lots of love ♡,

with my sister, Fyra Shafie ;)

My siblings :D

with her againnn

with le friends : Amy and Jue :)

With them : Kak Aini, Syad, Meme, Mayshee, Hardi and Pali :)

New feelings...

       Assalamualaikum and good evening everyone! :) dah lama iqqa tak menaip kat sini..rasa rindu pulak. Banyak benda berlaku dalam waktu terdekat ni..

       Baru-baru ni, Iqqa tak dapat balik N9 untuk cuti sempena perayaan Deepavali..sobs..bukan sebab iqqa nak sambut jugak or whatever but yelah..rasa homesick tu yang menebal dalam hati. Huhuhu..rasa macam lama dah tak balik rumah (padahal baru je balik rumah dua minggu sebelum untuk Hari Raya Aidiladha). Hmm maybe sebab tu la iqqa namakan homesick! Haha

       Well, its all my fault sebab buat keputusan saat akhir. Haa.. I wasn't in Perlis during that weekend, so tak sempat nak keluar beli tiket bas(noo I wont tell you where I have been)..unless I have plenty of time and also the transportation, everything will be as easy as ABC lah kan. Huhuks..

       So after resting for the whole week, nampak gayanya sifat malas tu menjengah lagi haiih.. NO IQQA! THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING! NEXT WEEK WILL BE A VERY TOUGH WEEK FOR YOU! BE STRONG AND LET GO OF THAT LAZINESS!! :)

Hm okay lah, esok ada satu kelas je (Maths Engineering III), so sebab tu amek masa menaip ni kejap before going to sleep..hihi..

"Motivation is what gets you started. Habit is what keeps you going." - Jim Ryun #quote