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                                                                           Hello there :)

       How are you all out there? Seems like yesterday that I am writing the last entry for this blog. Been very busy going to places and now I am able to recover from my back aches.

       I am now currently in Kuala Perlis, writing up a story about our retreat camp in the last few days. It is kinda a hard week for me since I only have two or three hours to sleep at night. I think the pandas might be cuter than me now. Cannot get away from the 'heavy eyeliner'. lol hahahaha..

       Ramadan is coming to its end. Just a few days left. This is the fastest Ramadan I could feel. I don't know what I was exactly doing that the month passed so smoothly and I will be missing waking up for 'sahur' and getting ready to break the fast. The holy month where we could teach our mind and body to be more relax and remembering our creator more than usual.

        The sad stories keep on messing with Malaysian news feed. I felt terribly sad for what has happened to MH17 and all the bombings in Gaza. I do hope we, Malaysians still hold onto each other and be strong to face all these difficulties. It was tragic and so many innocent people has been killed. I just don't know where is the humanity left in these society nowadays.

        About myself? Well I am not sure about my own feelings. I know I should stop thinking about this but it keeps coming back at me. Plus, these songs I am listening to, are the sad songs about love. Yeh I have bad experiences with love. I meant the love partners. Well, maybe I am not ready for it yet. Still waiting for the one who could change my thoughts on boys. Bad experiences gave me bad impressions towards boys. I need no boys, but a man.

       I think this entry will be a long one. One filled with emotions. So, I do hope that blogger won't repeat its problem the last time as I was trying to post my long fat-essay. I went to Kuala Lumpur last 18-19th of July for 2nd MPP retreat camp. We have discussed about the programmes that was held during our past few months of working+studying as the university student leader.

       It was a pleasant and happy camp I would say, as I am able to converse to my fellow seniors and friends as we are actually hardly seen each other. It is because most of us are studying in different courses. We went for walks and yea able to see how people get busy preparing stuffs for the Hari Raya celebration. I really had some good time with them all. 

       I honestly can't wait to be back home and feel the happiest moment in my life. Sorry but nothing is better than being with our own family members. Last time at home, I was so happy that I am able to be right beside of my mom and dad. I think I have been tweeting about dad and mom almost all the time. hahaha... I don't care what others would say cause they are the only person I would care to the end of my life.

        Anyway, I think it is still early for this but....... Selamat Hari Raya! :) I am sorry for all my wrongdoings and I hope all of you do better in life. Do things that make you happy :)

With Iezzah :)

with Irrul :)

With MPP Family :)

with them again..hiks!

Day 2 (4thSemBreak) :D

         Hey there! Oh yeah my holiday started and here I am in my room writing for you guys :) Really want  to go to Hutan Lipur Ulu Bendul to play with water and do that picnic thing but dad said he wanna take us there this Saturday so... Okay I'm fine haha... -___-

        Actually I have nothing to do now. I have been up doing stuffs and finally want to take a rest by watching my favourite music videos. However, someone hid the extension to my notebook and I could not find it anywhere. Urghhh ! I really cannot watch the tv right now since my little cute brother,Mujib is trying to sleep and I don't really like to watch tv with a very very slow volume. Sigh.

        I were about to shut myself out by dating with my bed again but NO. Too much sleep is no good for girls okay... So, I cleaned my room and all but still, the boredom hits me. Turned on the laptop so that I could watch any leftover movies but yeah I found out the free WIFI instead. So this is my story on how I get here, writing up for you. XD

       It would be good if my sister, Irrah was here too. Too bad that she went back to Johor earlier. At least I will have someone to fight with,,, AHAHAHA.. As the elder, I like to see her crying at the corner or getting mad. Well anyway, I am still the one who is responsible to calm her when that happens XD

       Had a long talk with my dad and my two brothers last night. Told mom a secret but ended up that she told everyone about it especially my dad. Sigh. Yes, indeed mom and dad never has any secrets between them. This really makes me feel jealous about them. Clearly, I won't keep any secrets from my future husband :')

      Okay then, I think this is all for now. Short story this time. Anyway, Ramadan is coming near now so for other muslims , get yourself ready! Let's do this together! :)
                                                                                                                 
                                                                                                                            Lots of love, xoxo!

Talk with Aiman Azlan :) (21/5/14)

       Good morning! :) that moment when you woke up early on the holiday but couldn't get back to sleep....so here I am ever again. Since I have changed the blog's template  so my desire to write here is getting better now..

        Used to be so lazy to wrap up anything new not because I don't have any time for it but like I told you already, I am lazy to do so XD Time will always be the reason for not doing it lol....It is 2 weeks left before the classes for this 4th semester ends. Really can't wait for the holiday but....is there really a holiday waits for me?

       Hopefully there won't be too much MPP works and events during the next 3months. Yep I know the obly thing we need to sacrifice as a MPP is the TIME. Time to be with your friends, your books, your sleeping time or even the free time during the holiday with your family.

        For the last semester's one month holiday, I only managed to get back home for 4 days. It is unfortunate since my other friends keep on posting up good stuffs they've been doing and I am posting about the events I have been to during the month.

Before I ever forgets to write this again, let me write about the recent programme I went to. I went to a talk given by the famous and known Aiman Azlan. To be honest, even tho he is famous I never read his posts before (except for his sweet letter that he wrote just before he gets married about 7months ago) and I never look at any of his viral videos lol...

       However, I think it is crucial for me to listen to his talk so that is why I went to it. It was held at UniMAP's KKI (Simpang Empat) so I went there with my housemates and also with other friends. The talk was about "Kami Orang Muda" that told us off about how we can change the world and bring back our religion to the top as it was before. He gave out so many good points and facts and it was very interesting.

       Sorry but I have gotten to a point where I'd love to take selfies with the person I've met. So, here are the selfies of me and my friend with his - newlywed :)